This past week, I was irritable. I won’t lie. I wrote this on Facebook on Friday and my friend’s mom, Jan, said thanks for your honesty. I’m glad someone is encouraged by the fact that I have been snapping at people! Haha!
My impatience last week was due to hormones – you know, girl stuff. Today I’m feeling impatient for another reason.
I want to be pregnant again! I want another baby!
So many of my friends are pregnant, including Kelly who was my pregnancy pal. Her daughter Amaya was born 3 weeks before Jack. And Kelsey who had Drew a few months after Jack was born. And Jess, who is working on number 3!! Don’t get me wrong, I’m really excited for everyone. I’m just wondering when it’s my time again!
We are waiting awhile longer because Tim’s finishing up school and we need to get finances straightened out. This is kind of where we were when we got pregnant with Jack. Except, Jack was born hours after I finished my last homework assignment for seminary. Eek! I’m not going to do that again!!
So, if you think of it, all of you beautiful pregnant women, pray that I can be patient. Pray that when we do try again that I get pregnant quickly. And pray that in the meantime we make wise decisions that will lead us to the best future possible for our little family.